SO TOUCHY!

3 years already. It's 2013 anw.

Hey! This song is my addiction these days. Enjoy!
Don't forget to feel it with your heart, sing with your heart and believe that it's REAL.

I come to the garden alone
While the dew is still on the roses
And the voice I hear falling on my ear
The Son of God discloses.
And He walks with me, and He talks with me,
And He tells me I am His own;
And the joy we share as we tarry there,
None other has ever known.
He speaks, and the sound of His voice,
Is so sweet the birds hush their singing,
And the melody that He gave to me
Within my heart is ringing.

I’d stay in the garden with Him
Though the night around me be falling,
But He bids me go; through the voice of woe
His voice to me is calling.

It's special, so special that I realize I can speak with my King. It's our biggest pleasure in life :D

Crazy little thing called LOVE.

Another love story. New page. New color. New thing.
It's been a long time since my last post. And I have a lots of stories I should tell. But I think it's not too important to be posted.

And here's just a little expression of pain.
It sucks to know that I'm falling all over again. Even with another person. But, really, the point is still same. Am I wrong if I gave it fully? They said I'm stupid. Dumb. Or such a thing. But they don't really understand how it feels.

He's too mean. I am a girl. Too sensitive, too naive.
I WISH I COULD SCREAMING IN THE FRONT OF HIS FACE. HIT HIS BODY. THEN STILL, I NEED A BIG HUG AFTER IT ALL, HIS SHOULDER, TO LEAN ON. :'(

Sorry for being such an annoying girl. I know I should be mature. Pass this all suck things. Pretty sure, I CANT. Can I be somebody else? I won't being me anymore. Full of tears. Full of pain. I need a new heart.

And the last, it doesn't matter how much pain I have, I still love him. Call me idiota! Bye.

FACE IT.

I got this picture from Tumblr. Oh I just believe that everyone has their own love stories, and they should create their own HAPPY ENDING. 

you called it 'passion'

new tumblr!

Hey ladies and gentlemen! I have a new tumblr ;)
So if you have too, and if you mind, you can follow me, I'll follow you back.
This is the link:
http://theyummiestcupcakes.tumblr.com/

Warmy hugs <3

Magic

"The world is full of magical Things patiently waiting for our wits to grow Sharper." -Bertrand Russell 

my first video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pdeIGxHwbkk

HALLO! this is the first video of mine. If you mind, please check it out! :)
Dont forget to leave a comments too. Thankiesss!

Nerd-y!

<3

UNO

first I just want to introduce UNO. UNO is United Notredame Organization. It's the name of OSIS in Notredame. Surely, I fall in love with the spirit that we have. It's like waking up after slept a long long time. We made an event to celebrate Indonesia's Independence day. For the first time we made the opening as traditional dance and band. Before this, we never make the performance like this. And I proud to perform this all, even it's not perfect. Only had a minim of time, to practiced it all. Kinda tired. Almost we cancel this project, but I said no. We should keep going. We took the step, so we can't go back. We also practiced PASKIBRA for the ceremony. Lets watch out the picture!

and the results:

I'm so glad to finished it all with my precious UNO. Great teamwork, great togetherness!

secret thing has been answered

hello! I want to explain more and more and more about my feelings inside here --> <3. but, sorry. I can't. hmm, living my life is not easy. believe me, maybe because of I am cheerful doesn't means that I am always happy and live without problem. I am fragile and the problems are chasing me. but I always try to be a strong girl. hardly. Dreams, the one that makes me smile even I am in the hardest part of mine. I have so much plans to make it real. To make my dreams come true. just like all the people wants. I thought that easier to pass my plans one by one. But it doesnt work. My mind forces me to think positively, my soul forces me to thinks negatively. errrg. and this point is sucks, here, only money could changes people. you have money, you have future, you have friends, you have a lot of happiness, you have everything (including love). yeah, money changes the world. and I only could see it slowly. Do your knowledge, your pure heart, your brave, your appearance cant buy any attentions? If you don't have it lots, could you reach what do you want? hard works, is it influential?

Okay, I haven't much times to confusing the problem like that. God told me only to do my best. The way that I can. He will make it. Believing Him, without any foundation to believe. Cant see the future of mine, but He does. :)

Sekolah telah tiba!

Liburan gue akan segera berakhir. Tapi entah kenapa ada perasaan senang, karena gue udah memilih jurusan yang gue suka. ya, IPS! Gue memilih apa yang emang gue inginkan sejak lama. walau orang bilang, sayang lah sia-siain nilai IPA, atau kenapa ga pilih IPA aja? IPA lo kan cukup dan blablabla. tapi gue harus ikutin kata hati dong? hehehe :D ya intinya gue senang sekali! semoga di kelas XI IPS 1 semuanya seru. penasaran banget! pengen cepet masuk sekolah! tapi 3 hari awal gue MOS-in adik kelas dulu. jadi gaikut pelajaran deh 3 hari. ckck yauda lah gpapa :D

1 kabar yang buat gue seneng juga....... SABTU LIBUR! hahahaha semoga kelas XI bakal sangat menyenangkan! XI IPS 1, HERE I COME! :D

♥.♥

jandi: 'I want to ask you something before.'

junpyo: 'what is it?'

jandi: ' I'm not pretty, I dont have status or money, I have nothing. why did you like me?'

junpyo: 'Because I have it all.'

jandi: 'what?'

junpyo:'money, and status, and looks .because I have all of it. I dont need anything. Just as long Geum Jan Di is Geum Jan Di.'

quotes for my dolly-dolls!

Disneyfacts: Woody is the most loyal and full of spirit toy that Andy has ever had. - for Kristian Felix (err, kikis emang seriusan dia orangnya begitu and full of spirit just like he's autism! hahahaha *jk kis)

Disneyfacts: Buzz is the most adventurous and brave toy that Andy has ever had. - for Kevin Danudoro (kade? ya dia cocok jadi pemimpin. pemimpin upacara, pemimpin buat osis mungkin? LOL)

Disneyfacts: Ken is the most romantic and gentle toy that ever been made. - for Derian Jakub (ian.. hahahaha ganteng deh! banyak cewe naksir ya ian? upss hehehehe :p)

Disneyfacts: Snow White is the most innocent princess. - for Jane Felia (aw jane ini cantik beneran supir mirip sama snow white. putih. rambut hitam pendek. hatinya lembut seperti salju ya?hehehe)


Disneyfacts: Cinderella is the most dreamy princess. - for me! (ya. dari smp emang terkenal suka berangan. ahahaha until the dreams come true, I will never stop dreaming.)

(pathetic) DREAMER

Sounds like I'm too childish or naive or stupid. Idk. But, I just want to be Bella Swan or Jan-di in reality. Can I? :)

Errhhh, my friends told me that I'm kinda pathetic dreamer.
Remember. With God, nothing's impossible, right? I should believe it.

TRUE-friends

Smiles in every way.
Hold on to take care of.
Laughs as much to cherish you.
Friends have it all.

Yess, true friends are more important than golds.
Not friends, but true friends.
Even your life seems so worst.
They could change your mind.
You can love your life more than ever.

Don't ever loose your true friends for something that not eternity.
Believe that true friends are more precious than love.
They are love. So, they're just more than that.

Bestie, even we're not together as always, hope in every place our heart never be apart.
Love you my old friends. Love you my HS's friends. Love you my now,forever and eternity friends. I know, God sent you all to coloring my days :)

holiday!

I do love holiday! Can I just stay in this condition? :D

Liburan itu sangat menyenangkan! Bisa hangout sama temen-temen. Bisa guling-guling di lantai #okeyanginianehbanget. Bisa ngelakuin apa aja yang gak bisa dilakuin dengan bebas di hari sekolah. Yuhuuuuu!
Kamis kemaren gw pergi ke Bandung sama temen-temen gw! Ahh seneng bukan main! Kita yang udah cukup lama ya gak ngobrol bebas kayak gini, biasa kalo sekedar jalan ke mall kayaknya gak mungkin seheboh ini. Pkoke precious time together gitu deh (: Sayangnya gak nginep! Sebenernya mereka udah ajak nginep, dan gue gamau. Ah mustinya mau aja yaaaa! Menyesal. Hahahaha okoke, next time deh yaaa buddies!
Next destination, go to Anyer (hope and wish)! Tapi belum tau nih, tunggu temen pada bisa. Mustinya gue ke Anyer, tapi karena ada kejadian mendadak yang tidak bisa diperkirakan, jadi dibatalkan. Okay, semoga temen-temen pada bisa! hahahaha. Still have 2 weeks to having so much more fun!

okay, byeeeeee.
smooch :*

GOD is really a GOOD LISTENER.

Baru beberapa hari yang lalu itu, gue berdoa. hari ini kan gue ambil raport, gue minta sama Tuhan. gue pengen nilai gue gada yang di bawah 7. gue pengen banget :(
lalu gue doain itu tiap hari. bener deh...... He's the good listener! Dia mendengar setiap doa yang terucap dari hati maupun mulut gue.. Nilai gue gak ada yang di bawah 7. THANKYOU LORD! walaupun gitu, gue tetep dalam jurusan yang gue pilih. dari awal gue emang pilih IPS. walau banyak yang suruh IPA, tp gue dengerin kata hati dan kata orang tua gue jadi gue plih IPS.
Tuhan.... makasih ya, semua usaha yang udah gue jalin selama 1 tahun, gak ada yang sia-sia. gue belajar sampe tengah malem. belajar sampe stress kadang, bs sampe nangis, apalg pas ulum gue cuman tidur 2-4 jem kalo malem hari. tp bener-bener ini yang disebut "bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian". percaya deh! kalau kita punya satu keinginan, dan kita pengen itu tercapai. cuman ada 3 syaratnyaaa..


1) Tekun & ulet
2) Jangan pernah nyerah liat kondisi sekeliling kita
3) Taruh pengharapan kepada DIA!

3 syarat itu yang akan terus mengikat kita dan membawa kepada sesuatu yang diinginkan..
and after all, once again, thankyou LORD! YOU're the only treasure.

SURELY, OUR GOD is an AWESOME GOD!

Heylo semua! Gue sebenernya rada males nulis blog karena pegel ngetik dan mikir kalau nulis blog, cuman ini karena paksaan 'suara hati' yang begitu nyaring terdengar dan terus mengusik gue. okay jadi gue tulis ini deh.
Hari ini gue merasakan KUASA TUHAN yang sangat luar biasa! gue ngerasa TUHAN bener-bener bekerja banget, doa bener-bener dijawab.
kenapa hayooooo? gue tau mungkin untuk beberapa orang ini hal yang sepele. tapi gue gak akan menyepelekan SETIAP berkat yang tercurah, mungkin bagi semua orang ini HANYA kebetulan, percayalah tiada yang kebetulan! semua sudah dirancang sedemikian rupa sama yang DIATAS :)

Jadi diawali dengan classmeeting SMA Notre Dame hari ini, tanggal 9 juni 2010 (that's why i do LOVE number 9). seperti biasa, sebelum memulai segala kegiatan, ND terbiasa untuk menjalankan doa pagi bersama di lapangan SMA. setelah doa, beberapa anak mempersiapkan diri untuk bertanding. Jam pertama itu dimulai dengan pertandingan kelas gue (XB) dengan anak kelas 11. Jujur, gue ngerasa semangat banget! Gue tau kelas gue itu terkenal kelas yang paling tidak pernah memenangkan perlombaan, malah kelas gue itu cuman jadi bahan cacian dan bahan tertawaan setiap insan di SMA (mungkin). Jadi kayaknya semua kelas udah menyepelekan kelas gue. bayangin aja 1 tahun di kelas XB, gak pernah dapet hadiah karena menang lomba APAPUN, ada sih yang pernah tp itu JARANG BANGET! kelas dengan presentasi paling terkecil untuk menang. yaaa, kemudian di babak pertama, anak kelas gue udah unggul scorenya 8-6 kalau gak salah, gue rada lupa sih. tp itu sangat tipis dan mudah untuk dikejar. yaaa gue was-was juga sih! tiba-tiba di hati dan otak gue cuman terlintas "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD". yaudah gue doa tuh pas mereka istirahat 2 menit. fine! lanjut ke babak kedua, mereka skor bener-bener kejar-kejaran! gue dan temen gue, Eiphel. kita berdua dukung mereka banget! kita ampe doain terus. then, skor di babak kedua dikejer jadi seri, 14-14. gue semakin bimbang. tapi di hati gue kuat banget ngomong, "GAK ADA YANG GAK MUNGKIN BAGI TUHAN." wohh! terus keputusan dari wasit yaitu menambah 2 menit tambahan untuk perebutan skor, jadi bisa tau siapa yang menang. waktu 2 menit itu dimulai, gue gak berhenti ngmg "DALAM NAMA TUHAN YESUS, DALAM NAMA TUHAN YESUS, DALAM NAMA TUHAN YESUS", itu bener-bener gak berhenti. eiphel juga ngomong gitu terus, disaat semua bertepuk tangan dan terdengar supporter yang begitu lantang, gue terus memperkuat suara gue. dan apa yang terjadi? TUHAN BUAT SEMUANYA NYATA. kelas gue unggul 2 skor..

Mungkin untuk beberapa orang, hal ini cuman 'hoki' atau 'wajar', menurut gue enggak. disaat kita jadi ANAK ALLAH, kita memang punya prioritas lebih dalam mengucapkan apa yang dinamakan IMAN. disaat itulah keajaiban TUHAN turun dan bekerja. itu emang beruntungnya punya hubungan KARIB ama TUHAN.
hal yang gue omongin disini, gue bukan bangga karna kelas gue menang ya. jangan salah nangkep, yang gue bangga yaitu KERJA TUHAN yang luar biasa!
segala hal itu mungkin dan jangan pernah berhenti berharap, SEKECIL apapun kemungkinan tersebut. sampe pertandingan selesai gue cengo, gue bilang "HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD"!

p.s: hal ini juga berhubungan dengan pertobatan yang gue lakukan pada malam hari sebelum tanggal 9. gue kemaren bener-bener renungan tuh tenang banget, gue bener-bener pengen rasain CINTA DIA lagi. karna beberapa hari terakhir gue akui terlalu banyak dosa. bener-bener banyak. gue aja udah hopeless awalnya, tapi gue tau DIA ALLAH YANG PEMAAF, dan tiada kata terlambat buat DIA. disaat gue baru mengakui dosa-dosa gue, disaat itu juga TUHAN bekerja untuk segala hal yang gue lakukan. Ohh Lord, I do love YOU!

cassie's song!

Hey-lo! I want to share about this one. It's cassie's song. I <3 this one from the first I knew it (p.s: grade 7 or 8) until now I still love it. I love the music, I love the lyrics and also her voice character.

CASSIE - IS IT YOU

I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?)
Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh)
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Want to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be this one I need?

Take for grant
How much I care (How much I care)
And appreciates that I'm there
Someone who listens
And someone I can call who isn't afraid of thought to share

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

Is it you? is it you?
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for
Could you be the one for me?
Could you be the one I need?

plans - for holiday!

• go to the beach with babe(ss)! yihaaaa, it will be so much fun! 
• finishing the bible! its a must!
• get a new house (hope so)
• food-touring! HAHA -with babe(ss)!
• go to puncak or bandung with ma' suppa babe(ss)!
• make a small group (6-7 girls) - religion project
• get the BEST SCORES at school 
• wishin' my dad will give me an IpodTouch!
• enjoy everyday with a BIG SMILE (reading the bible, sleep, eat, online, and watching 'for a long long time'!

hope that God will make it all true! yihaaaa. I will be happy for sure!
and really, I cant wait for it! yuhuuuuuu holidayy wait for me!