secret thing has been answered

hello! I want to explain more and more and more about my feelings inside here --> <3. but, sorry. I can't. hmm, living my life is not easy. believe me, maybe because of I am cheerful doesn't means that I am always happy and live without problem. I am fragile and the problems are chasing me. but I always try to be a strong girl. hardly. Dreams, the one that makes me smile even I am in the hardest part of mine. I have so much plans to make it real. To make my dreams come true. just like all the people wants. I thought that easier to pass my plans one by one. But it doesnt work. My mind forces me to think positively, my soul forces me to thinks negatively. errrg. and this point is sucks, here, only money could changes people. you have money, you have future, you have friends, you have a lot of happiness, you have everything (including love). yeah, money changes the world. and I only could see it slowly. Do your knowledge, your pure heart, your brave, your appearance cant buy any attentions? If you don't have it lots, could you reach what do you want? hard works, is it influential?

Okay, I haven't much times to confusing the problem like that. God told me only to do my best. The way that I can. He will make it. Believing Him, without any foundation to believe. Cant see the future of mine, but He does. :)